On reading some of the other blogs tonight, I realized that - I really have nothing to be shy about.I can blurt out what ever comes to mind, like others I have read. The difference being - it is a fine mind!! So here goes.
I actually went out to work today, got away from this machine long enough to make some money. Now that I'm too scared to spend it, $24,000 to the IRS will do that to you. Well, all of it didn't go to Uncle Sam, but the tax season did start the process of decreasing our bank account by that amount of money!!!
And now there is none..................
Until tomorrow, when all will be well. How do I know that. I don't, but it can only get better right? - wrong. Yah, that's what scares me, so much more couldgo wrong, sour, bad. But I choose to think positively.
Heard from my sis, that my bro in Europe was rushed to the hosp. Sun with symptoms of an MI. (heart attack).
She is so resourceful, googled the hosp, got the Dr.s name called and got a full report.
My younger sister amazes me sometimes. Exasperates me at others, and generally is quite scattered. But then again, who am I to talk about scattered, The Queen of Scattered. How's that for a title?!
Bro will be alright, as long as he quits smoking and exercises, and eats right. Shouldn't we all.
Seems the four children that our parents sired are truly F'd up. We do not, do not, do not, know how to take care of ourselves. Others yes, anytime, anywhere. But ourselves, no, seldom maybe never. This is a sorry state of affairs. Very typical of Adult Children of Alcoholics.
I sure do go on. I'm gonna close this.
Oh - sis got an e-mail from the hosp. Seems dear bro, put her down as the next of kin, and-----she is now responsible for the bill!!!!!!!!! Horrors of horrors................
